So who is this person, what is going on here, what are these things, what the hey?

Well, here's the deal. Most the cartoon drawings you see here were done in the late 90's to early 2000's. I guess that was my creative hey-day and maybe the best I'll ever be, which is totally fine with me. I seem to just be a 'character creator', as I can never do anything with them or get any more detailed, and I'm okay with that too. I just love making them, it seems like they're already alive existing somewhere and just using me. Cliche' I know.

Anyway, I seemed to have almost completely stopped creating since the early 2000's due to tendonitis, personal and job crappy stuff, and the evil computer sucking my attention away. That's all NO excuse, but the only face I can think out. The tendonitis is a biggie though, because the pain draws my attention out of the 'special place' and makes my hands more stiff.

I wasn't able able to look or face my old drawings since I got the tendonitis and stopped drawing. I didn't want to show anybody, as I felt like I was lying about a talent I no longer had, and was also sad that it wouldn't develop into more. Since then I've changed tastes, found new passions, and seen other people's artwork wich was so way better than mine that I got discouraged.

But I looked at them recently, and it seemed really awful to just leave these characters, who felt like my little weird friends, sitting in a drawer unseen by anyone. I thought I'd load them up and maybe someone finally can get some joy out of them, scant as they are. Say hello to my little friends.

Now, I KNOW I can still draw, maybe not as well but enough, so I need to shop whining and just do it. I have no idea if the creative passion will ever overtake me again, but I wish it would as there's a beautiful serene untouched happy place that exists in there somewhere. My tastes have definately changed, so heaven knows what would poop out of me now. I also really, really, have the urge to get into painting and sculpture, but who knows if I'll ever start.

Either way, I'm excited about the future once again, and if I ever get around to anything I'll make sure to update. Now I really should log off the computer before all my brain energy is gone! ....but I probably won't.